“Sleep when I'm dead you angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead” I said“Sleep when I'm dead you angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead” I said“Sleep when I'm dead you angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead But until then… “ They told me I would live foreverIf I kept it cleanThey said I would be the chosen oneIf I took one for the team Yeah it's the only way to beNever think it isn't fairThat's a green eyed panic climbTo the edge of nowhere Give it to the chickenAnd see if it ticksYeah give it to the kittenAnd see if it sicksThen give it to the wonderfulWonderful meAnd I will tell on my returnThe way it isWith all the happy boys and girlsYeah the whole h-h-happy worldAnd the love they feel for meYeah the love they feel for me “Sleep when I'm deadYou angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead” I said“Sleep when I'm deadYou angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead” I said They told me I could run the worldIf I kept it quietThey said I could be the manIf I took it out of sight In a monkey suit againHaving fun with all your friendsHow a casual hour can pullAll this world to pieces Give it to the bunnyAnd see if she kicksYeah give it to the puppyAnd see if he sticksThen give it to the wonderfulWonderful meI'll let you know when I get backJust how it isWith all the other boys and girlsYeah the whole f… f…Other world And the way it stirs insideAnd the why it never burns at nightAnd the way they make the climbAnd the why they never pray for timeAnd the way I show surpriseAnd the why I never close my eyesYeah just how it is… “Sleep when I'm dead you angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead” I said“Sleep when I'm dead you angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead” I said“Sleep when I'm dead you angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead” I said“Sleep when I'm dead you angelsI'll sleep when I'm dead But until then… “ Well…I should at least feel tired I thinkBefore I lay me down to dream

Yeah I've been this way beforeBut something down here changedThe spring sun hanging slowerColder in the skyAnd your voice sounds strangeYour voice sounds strange Yeah I've been down here beforeBut this timeSomething really isn't rightSummer sun hangs smallerPaler in the skyAnd your eyes are too brightYour eyes are too bright It's like everything I knowIs twisted out and wrongThe fall sun hanging flatterLower in the skyAnd your smile is goneYour smile is gone It's like twisted out I knowNow I can't wake toBreak apart this dreamWinter sun hangs weakerOlder in the skyAnd you start to screamYou start to scream You start to scream… Scream and you screamThis is not a dreamThis is how it really isThere isn't any other thisIs not a dream Scream and you screamWhy you have this needWhy you can't be satisfiedAlways want another whyYou have this need Scream and you screamDare me to believeDare me now to show I careOne last chance to make the dareMe to believe Scream and you screamHow we ended hereHow we got from then to nowNever really followed howWe ended here

I get upAnd it’s overIt’s always overIt’s raining and I’m burnedAnd it’s late and you’re goneAnd I can barely rememberAnything I did or saidOr how I lost another weekThere must be something going on… A nagging sense of shameI can’t explainAn acrid taste of smoke and bloodAnd tears and drugsAnd every inch of me is rawAnd it’s always fucking overIt’s raining and I’m blindAnd it’s late and you’re gone I can’t do this anymore Keep getting thereIt’s overIt’s always overIt’s raining and I’m crackedAnd it’s late and you’re outAnd I can’t quite rememberAnything I did or saidOr how I lost another yearThere must be something coming down… A sweetly sour uneaseIt’s like a teaseA broken dream of guilt and fearAnd spit and steelAnd every piece of me in painAnd it’s always fucking overIt’s raining and I’m coldAnd it’s late and you’re out again Run my head around itLike I know I really miss her“But I always want to do it now”She told me in a whisperI try so hard to place itWonder why I really feel itWhen to send the pretty flowersMaybe helps her to believe it Run my tongue along itOh the taste is something sicker“But you know you have to do it now”She told me in a whisperIt only takes a secondBut the second lasts forever“Close your eyesAnd let me take you down… ” And I get upAnd it’s overIt’s always fucking overIt’s raining and I’m wreckedAnd it’s late and you’re… No I can’t rememberAnything I did or saidOr how I lost another life… I lost another lifeOh I can’t do this anymore NoI can’t do this anymore

I can't find myself I can't find myselfI can't find myselfI can't find myself In the head of this stranger in love Holding on giving upTo another under faded setting sun And I wonder where I am...Could she run away with him?So happy and so youngAnd I stareAs I sing in the lost voice of a stranger in loveOut of time letting goIn another world that spins around for fun And I wonder where I am...Could he ever ask her why?So happy and so youngAnd I stare...but... I can't find myselfI can't find myselfI can't find myselfI can't find myself In the heart of this stranger in loveGiving up holding onTo this other under faded setting sun And I'm not sure where I am...Would he really turn away?So happy and so youngAnd I stareAs I play out the passion of a stranger in loveLetting go of the timeIn this other world that spins around for one And I'm not sure where I am...Would she know it was a lie?So happy and so youngAnd I stare...but... I can't find myselfI can't find myselfI can't find myselfI can't find myself In the soul of this stranger in loveNo control over oneTo the other under faded setting sun And I don't know where I am...Should he beg her to forgive?So happy and so youngAnd I stare...As I live out the story of a stranger in loveWaking up going onIn the other world that spins around undone And I don't know where I am...Should she really say goodbye?So happy and so youngAnd I stare...but... I can't find myselfI can't find myselfI can't find myselfI can't find myself I got lost in someone else

Say it's the same sun spinning in the same skySay it's the same stars streaming in the same nightTell me it's the same world whirling through the same spaceTell me it's the same time tripping through the same day So say it's the same house and nothing in the house has changedYeah say it's the same room and nothing in the room is strangeOh tell me it's the same boy burning in the same bedTell me it's the same blood breaking in the same head Say it's the same taste taking down the same kissSay it's the same youSay it's the same you and it's always been like thisSay it's the same youSay it's the same you and it always and forever isSay it's the same youSay it's the same you and it's always been like thisSay it's the same youSay it's the same you and it always and forever isSay it's the same youSay it's the same you Yeah tell me it's all the sameThis is how it's always beenBut if nothing has changed...Then it must mean... But the sun is cold - the sky is wrongThe stars are black - the night is goneThe world is still - the space is stoppedThe time is out - the day is dropped The house is dark - the room is scarredThe boy is stiff - the bed is hardThe blood is thick - the head is burstThe taste is dry - the kiss is thirst And it's not the same youIt's not the same youNo it never was like thisIt's not the same youIt's not the same you and it never really isIt's not the same youIt's not the same youNo it never was like thisIt's not the same youIt's not the same you and it never really isIt's not the same youIt's not the same you Oh it's not the sameThis isn't how it's always beenEverything has to have changed...Or it's me...

The happiest day I ever knewIn a sea of gold down next to youSo blurred and tired under summer sunYou whispered dreams of a world to come...We were so in love In this sea of gold so young and tiredUnder summer sun hard by your sideWhispering dreams down next to you...We were so in love The happiest dayYeah the happiest day I knewBut summer sun sea of goldThis perfect day so long agoWhispering dreams so blurred and tiredWe have to keep this day aliveWhispered dreams so young and tiredIt's hard to hold this day inside And the happiest night I ever hadUp next to you on silver sandSo scared and high under winter moonYou whispered dreams that would all come true...We were so in love Up next to you so fucked and highUnder winter moon it made me cryWhispering dreams on silver sand...We were so in loveThe happiest nightYeah the happiest night I had But winter moon and silver sandThis perfect night in another landWhispering dreams so scared and highWe have to keep this night aliveWhispering dreams so fucked and highIt's hard to hold this night inside And every summer's sun I want againAnd every winter's moon I want the sameMy happiest day and my happiest nightAlways next to you...And held deep inside...Keeps me alive

I've been waiting for the lies to endHolding for the bad to goI've been hanging for the ugliness to changeWaiting for a world too trueHolding for a world too goodHanging for a world too beautiful Wishing for a girl too trueHoping for a girl too goodHungry for a girl too beautiful'All I say is a lie,' she sighsNothing I say is true'And all I do is bad,' she criesNothing I do is goodAnd yeah all I am is uglyNothing I am is beautiful at all Don't get this worldI don't get this girl So look, but you won't see itListen, and you won't hear itReach out, and you won't hold itYou can't know it, but you can free itYou can't name it, but could feel it I've been waiting for the lies to endHolding for the bad to goI've been hanging for the ugliness to changeWaiting for a world too trueHolding for a world too goodHanging for a world too beautiful Wishing for a girl...like youHoping for a girl...like youHungry for a girl...like youNo...not like you...you

Go if you want to I never tried to stop you Know there's a reason For all of this you're feeling Low, it's not my call You couldn't ever love me more You couldn't love me more You couldn't love... Me, I don't show much It's not that hard to hide you See in a moment I can't remember how toBe all you wanted I couldn't ever love you more I couldn't love you more I couldn't love... You want me to cry and play my part I want you to sigh and fall apart We want this like everyone else Stay if you want to I always wait to hear you sayThere's a last kiss For all the times you run this wayIt's not my fault You couldn't ever love me more You couldn't love me more You couldn't love... Love me moreCouldn't ever love me more I couldn't love you more I couldn't love You want me to lie not break your heart I want you to fly not stop and start We want us like everything else Maybe we didn't understand Not just a boy and a girl It's just the end of theEnd of the world Me, I don't say much It's far too hard to make you See in a moment I still forget just how to Be all you wanted I couldn't ever love you more I couldn't love you moreI couldn't love you moreI couldn't love you moreI couldn't love you more

A year ago today we stoodAbove this same awakening worldI held you...You never wanted me to know Another year ago todayBefore this same awakening worldI held you...I never meant to let you go There was a momentThere always isWhen time stood stillAnd always was this... One endless momentYou turn in painAnd I always let you goOver and over again... A year ago tonight we layBelow this same remembering skyI kissed youYou never wanted me to know... Another year ago tonightBehind this same remembering skyI kissed you...I never meant to let you go Another momentThere always isAs time stands stillAnd always is this... One endless momentYou tell me allAnd I hold you and I kiss youAnd I never let you goI never let you go...

There is no terror in my heartDeath is with us allWe suck him down with our first breathAnd spit him out as we fall There is no terror in my heartNo dread of the unknownDesire for paradise to be...We love this on our own No I don't want you anywhere near meI don't want you anywhere near meGet your fucking world out of my headI don't want you anywhere near meI don't want you anywhere near meGet your fucking world out of my headI don't want your 'us or them'No I don't need your 'us or them'Oh I don't want your 'us or them'I don't need your 'us or them'Your 'us or them' 'I live in knowledge of real truthAnd all my gods are great!'The doleful cant of a bigotBlinded by fear and hate You live in knowledge of real truth?Oh the biggest lie I heardHow sick in your mind and soulTo be scared of my voice and my words Oh you don't want me anywhere near youYou don't want me anywhere near youGet my fucking head out of your worldYou don't want me anywhere near youYou don't want me anywhere near youGet my fucking head out of your worldI don't want your 'us or them'No I don't need your 'us or them'Oh I don't want your 'us or them'I don't need your 'us or them'As the only way this ever ends is 'me'