Hey there lookin' at meTell me what do you seeBut you quickly turn your head awayTry to find the words I could useDon't have the courage to come up to youMy chance is looking a bit grey Staring across the roomAre you leaving soon?I just need a little time What is it that drives me mad?Girls like you that I never hadWhat is it about you that I adore?What makes me feel so much painThat makes me go so insane?What is it about you that I adore? Staring across the roomAre you leaving soon?I just need a little timeWhat's time?! Waahhhh! Why did you have to leave so soon?Why did you have to walk away?Oh well, it happened againShe walked away with her boyfriendMaybe we'll meet again someday. Maybe we'll meet again somedayMaybe we'll meet again somedaySomeday!

I'll go for milesUntil I find youYou say you want to leave meBut you can't chooseI've gone through painEvery day and nightI feel my mind is going insaneSomething I can't fight Don't leave meDon't leave me A blank expressionCovering your faceI'm looking for directionsFor out of this placeI start to wonderIf you'll come backI feel the rain storming after thunderI can't hold back

Looking back upon my lifeAnd the places that I've beenPictures, faces, girls that I've lovedI try to remember whenFaded memories on the wallSome names I have forgottenBut each one is a memoryI look back on so often I look into the pastI want to make it lastI was there Looking back what I have doneThere's lots more life to liveAt times, I feel overwhelmedI question what I can giveBut I don't let it get me downOr cause me too much sorrowThere's no doubt about who I amI always have tomorrow I look into the pastI want to make it lastI was there Looking back upon my life (on my life)Faded memories upon the wall (on the wall)Looking now at who I am (who am I?)I don't let it get me down (I don't let it get me down) Looking back upon my lifeAnd the places that I've beenPictures, faces, girls that I've lovedI try to remember whenBut I don't let it get me downOr cause me too much sorrowThere's no doubt about who I amI always have tomorrow I look into the pastI want to make it lastI was there

Now you see me, now you don'tDon't ask me where I'm at 'Cause I'm a million miles awayTreated like a forbidden heelDon't say my thoughts are not for realOr you won't see me again Am I here or am I thereOr am I playing on the stairs?Am I in my room with my toys?I am the disappearing boy When I walk in crowded roomsI feel as if it is my doomI know that I don't belongIn that room, I see herI see her and she's with himI turn and then I'm gone Don't call me up, 'cause I'm not homeMy whereabouts are now unknownI vanished from all your joyI am the disappearing boy I have my doubtsOf where I belongIt's something to think about

A small cloud has fallenThe white mist hits the groundMy lungs comfort me with joy Vegging on one detailThe rest just crowds aroundMy eyes itch of burning red Pictures, soundsOf moving insects so surrealLay aroundLooks like I found something new Laying in my bedI think I'm in left fieldI picture someone, I think it's you You're standing so damn closeMy body begins to swellWhy does 1 and 1 make 2? Pictures, soundsOf moving insects so surrealLay aroundLooks like I found something new Laying in my bedI think I'm in left fieldI picture someone, I think it's you You're standing so damn closeMy body begins to swellWhy does 1 and 1 make 2? Pictures, soundsOf moving insects so surrealLay aroundLooks like I found something new

Here we go again, infatuation touches me just when I thought that it would endOh, but then again it seems much more than that but I'm not sure exactly what you're thinking Well, I toss and turn all night thinking of your ways of affectionBut to find that it's not different at allWell, I throw away my past mistakes and contemplate my futurethat's when I say...What the hey!?!? Would it last forever?You and I together, hand and handWe run away (far away)I'm in for nasty weatherBut I'll take whatever you can giveThat comes my way (far away)

Every night, I dream the same dreamOf getting older all the timeI ask you now, what does this mean?Are these problems just in my mind?Things are easy when you're a childBut now, these pressures have dropped on my headThe length I've gone are just long milesWould they be shorter if I were dead? Every time, I look in my pastI always wish I was thereI wish my youth would forever lastWhy are these times so unfair? Look at my friends and see what they've doneAsk myself why they had to changeI like them better when they were youngNow, all these times are rearrangedI look down and stand there and cryNothing will ever be the sameThe sun is rising now and I ask whyThe clouds now fall and here comes the rain

I always waste my time just wonderingWhat the next man thinks of meI'll never do exactly what I wantAnd I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance I always waste my time just wonderingWhat the next man thinks of meI'll never do exactly what I wantAnd I'll sculpt my life for your acceptance And I feel forgottenFeel like rottingDo you feel the same?Do you feel the same? AdolescenceJust can't make senseIt's calling my nameIt's calling my name I take a look aroundAnd all the things I've foundI call it blind hatredIf you'd stop awhileAnd maybe if you'd smileYou would realize that we're all the same And it's just like our brainWhen it goes insaneWe feel the same pain All my life, I've seemed to have this needI think at times it even turns to greedWe all want to join some familyWe'll even sacrifice a moral changing And I feel forgottenFeel like rottingDo you feel the same?Do you feel the same? AdolescenceJust can't make senseIt's calling my nameIt's calling my name I take a look aroundAnd all the things I've foundI call it blind hatredIf you'd stop awhileAnd maybe if you'd smileYou would realize that we're all the same It's just like our brainWhen it goes insaneWe feel the same pain I take a look aroundAnd all the things I've foundI call it blind hatredIf you'd stop a whileAnd maybe if you'd smileYou would realize that we're all the same It's just like our brainWhen it goes insaneWe feel the same pain

Hey can you hear me?I'm calling your nameHello? Or is this goodbye?The gleam in your eyesIt troubles my brainWill I see it again?So I can rest my head Angel...Angel! Dancing awayAs all of my thoughts get rearrangedAngel...Angel! Turning awayJust when thing seemTo have changedSo I can rest my head Hey can you hear me?I'm calling your nameHello? Or is this goodbye?The gleam in your eyesIt troubles my brainWill I see it again?So I can rest my head

Princess in a schoolgirl's dreamMay I please speak to you?I'm having troubles with controlAnd it's all because of youToday, I kept on falling downI thought it was the streetAnd so, I look down at my shoesThey were on the wrong feet I find it hard to be myself(can you please explain?)I do not think that it's my health(you're the one to blame)You're the one I wish I hadAnd now my girlfriend's getting mad(I cannot call this sane) Today as I was walking downYou bumped into meYou said excuse me and walked awayAs I dropped to my kneesI prayed to the being in the skyThat my parents told me ofI asked about you but no replyNo clues about your love I find it hard to be myself(can you please explain?)I do not think that it's my health(you're the one to blame)My girlfriend left me on the phoneI'm pathetically left here alone(I cannot call this sane) Can we find awaySo that you can stay?I think I'm gonna pop.