I declare I don't care no moreI'm burning up and out and growing boredIn my smoked out boring roomMy hair is shagging in my eyesDragging my feet to hit the street tonightTo drive along these shit town lights I'm not growing up, I'm just burning outAnd I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead Apathy has rained on meAnd now I'm feeling like a soggy dreamSo close to drowning but I don't mindI've lived inside this mental caveThrow my emotions in the graveHell, who needs them anyway. I'm not growing up, I'm just burning outAnd I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning outAnd I stepped in line to walk amongst the deaddead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning outAnd I stepped in line to walk amongst the dead I'm not growing up, I'm just burning outAnd I stepped in line to walk amongst the deaddead

I'm taking all you down with meExplosives duct taped to my spineNothing's gonna change my mindI won't listen to anyone's last wordsThere's nothing left for you to saySoon you'll be dead anyway No one here is getting out aliveThis time I've really lost my mind and I don't careSo close your eyesAnd kiss yourself goodbyeAnd think about the timesYou spent and what they've meant To me it's nothingTo me it's nothingTo me it's nothingTo me it's nothing I'm losing all my happinessThe happiness you pinned on myLoneliness still comforts meMy anger dwells inside of meI'm taking it all out on you and all the shit you put me through No one here is getting out aliveThis time I've really lost my mind and I don't careSo close your eyesAnd kiss yourself goodbyeAnd think about the timesYou spent and what they've meant To me it's nothingTo me it's nothingTo me it's nothingTo me it's nothing Do you ever think back to another time?Does it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind?Do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction and mow downany bullshit that confronts you?Do you ever build up all the small things in your headTo make one problem that adds up to nothing.To me it's nothingTo me it's nothingTo me it's nothing

I don't know you but I think I hate youYou're the reason for my miseryStrange how you've become my biggest enemyAnd I've never even seen your face Maybe it's just jealousyMixing up with a violent mindA circumstance that doesn't make much senseOr maybe I'm just dumb You're the cloud hanging out over my headHail comes crashing down welting my faceMagic man, egocentric plastic manYet you still got one over on me Maybe it's just jealousyMixing up with a violent mindA circumstance that doesn't make much senseOr maybe I'm just dumb I'm a chump

I sit around and watch the tube, but nothing's onI change the channels for an hour or twoTwiddle my thumbs just for a bitI'm sick of all the same old shitIn a house with unlocked doorsAnd I'm fucking lazy Bite my lip and close my eyesTake me away to paradiseI'm so damn bored I'm going blindAnd I smell like shit Peel me off this velcro seat and get me movingI sure as hell can't do it by myselfI'm feeling like a dog in heatBarred indoors from the summer streetI locked the door to my own cellAnd I lost the key Bite my lip and close my eyesTake me away to paradiseI'm so damn bored I'm going blindAnd I smell like shit I got no motivationWhere is my motivation?No time for no motivationSmoking my inspiration Sit around and watch the phone, but no one's callingCall me pathetic, call me what you willMy mother says to get a jobBut she don't like the one she's gotWhen masturbation's lost its funYou're fucking breaking Bite my lip and close my eyesTake me away to paradiseI'm so damn boredI'm going blindAnd loneliness has to sufficeBite my lip and close my eyesI'm slipping away to ParadiseSome say, "Quit or I'll go blind"But it's just a myth

Dear mother, can you hear me whinin'?It's been three whole weeks since I have left your homeThis sudden fear has left me tremblin''Cause now it seems that I am out here on my ownAnd I'm feeling so alone Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homesSome call it slum, some call it niceI want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my homeWelcome to Paradise A gunshot rings out at the stationAnother urchin snaps and left dead on his ownIt makes me wonder why I'm still hereFor some strange reason, it's still now feeling like my homeand I'm never gonna go Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homesSome call it slum, some call it niceI want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my homeWelcome to Paradise Dear mother, can you hear me laughin'?It's been six whole months since I have left your homeIt makes me wonder why I'm still hereFor some strange reason, it's still now feeling like my homeand I'm never gonna go Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homesSome call it slum, some call it niceI want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my homeWelcome to Paradise

I'm all busted upBroken bones & nasty cutsAccidents will happenBut this time I can't get upShe comes to check on meMaking sure I'm on my kneesAfter all she's the one who put me in this state Is she ultra-violent?Is she disturbed?I better tell her that I love herBefore she does it all over againOh god, she's killing me For now I'll lie aroundHell, that's all I can really doShe takes good care of meJust keep saying my love is true Is she ultra-violent?Is she disturbed?I better tell her that I love herBefore she does it all over againOh god, she's killing me Looking out my window forSomeone that's passing byNo one knows I'm locked in hereAll I do is cry For now I'll lie aroundHell, that's all I can really doShe takes good care of meJust keep saying my love is true

Do you have the time To listen to me whine About nothing and everything all at once I am one of those Melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone, no doubt about it Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding...

She, she screams in silenceA sullen riot penetrating through her mindWaiting for a signTo smash the silence with a brick of self control Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?Scream at me until my ears bleedI'm taking heed just for you She, she's figured outAll her doubts were someone else's point of viewWaking up this timeTo smash the silence with a brick of self control Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?Scream at me until my ears bleedI'm taking heed just for you Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you?Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?Scream at me until my ears bleedI'm taking heed just for you

Roaming 'round your houseWasting your timeNo obligation, justWasting your timeSo why are you alone?Wasting your timeWhen you could be with meWasting your time I'm a waste like youWith nothing else to doMay I waste your time too? Warding off regretsWasting your timeSmoking cigarettesWasting your timeI'm just a parasiteWasting your timeApplying myself toWasting your time

Well, I heard you crying loudAll the way across town'Cause you've been searching for that someone And it's me out on the prowlAs you sit around feeling sorry for yourselfWell don't get lonely nowAnd dry your whining eyesI'm just roaming for the momentSleazin' my backyard, so don't get So uptight you've been thinking about ditching me No time to search the world around'Cause you know where I'll be foundWhen I come around I heard it all beforeSo don't knock down my doorI'm a loser and a user So I don't need no accuserTo try and slag me down because I know you're rightSo go do what you likeMake sure you do it wiseYou may find out that your self-doubt Means nothing was ever thereYou can't go forcing something if it's just not right No time to search the world around'Cause you know where I'll be foundWhen I come around No time to search the world around'Cause you know where I'll be foundWhen I come aroundWhen I come aroundWhen I come aroundWhen I come around